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Mistakes

by Robert Ellis Orrall

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1.
LOOK ME IN THE EYES TELL ME TO MY FACE SAY YOU DON’T WANNA TRY TO PUT THINGS IN THIER PLACE I JUST MIGHT BELIEVE IT’S OVER WRONG OR RIGHT BUT YOU CAN’T BLAME MY HEART FOR RUNNING SCARED RIGHT NOW BEEN TOO MANY SCARS AND I JUST KNOW SOMEHOW I CAN’T SURVIVE ONE MORE LONELY LONG NIGHT I’M SO TIRED OF FIGHTING THE WAR BETWEEN US FIGHTING LIES WITH LIES AND LEARNING NOT TO TRUST I’M TOO TIRED TO FIGHT THE WAR BETWEEN US TAKE HOLD OF MY HAND LIKE YOU USED TO DO HOLD IT TIGHT AGAIN LET ME INTO YOU WE COULD LET THE RAIN COME DOWN AND WASH US CLEAN WE ACT LIKE STRANGERS NOW LIKE WE NEVER MET WE LET THE WORDS GET LOUD AND THEN WE CAN’T FORGET I WISH I COULD SAY IT’S ALL A BAD DREAM I’M SO TIRED OF FIGHTING THE WAR BETWEEN US FIGHTING LIES WITH LIES AND LEARNING NOT TO TRUST I’M TOO TIRED TO FIGHT THE WAR BETWEEN US THERE IS ONE TRUTH THAT CAN’T BE DENIED WE BOTH FIGHT FOR THE WRONG SIDE WE TURN AWAY LOVE, WE CAN’T SAVE LOVE DROWNING IN OUR OWN SILENCE I’M SO TIRED OF FIGHTING THE WAR BETWEEN US FIGHTING LIES WITH LIES AND LEARNING NOT TO TRUST I’M TOO TIRED TO FIGHT THE WAR BETWEEN US
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PROMISES BROKEN ONE TOO MANY TIMES WORDS LEFT UNSPOKEN AND LITTLE WHITE LIES SILENT BATTLES FOUGHT WITHOUT TEARS HEAT OF EMOTION COOLED BY THE YEARS TWO SMILING FACES THAT JUST BARELY HIUDE TO HOLLOW HEARTS BARELY BEATING INSIDE WE USED TO ROCK EACH OTHER TO SLEEP NOW WE SAY GOODNIGHT WITH A KISS ON THE CHEEK NO ONE’S RIGHT HERE AND NOBODY’S WRONG LOVE JUST GOES WHERE IT GOES WHEN IT’S GONE THAT’S JUST HOW IT ISN’T ANYMORE LOVERS WHO ONCE SLEPT WITH FINGERS ENTWINED NOW STARE AT THE CEILING THROUGH LONG LOVELESS NIGHTS TWO SOULS DRIFTING FOREVER APART FINDING NO HOPE IN TWO HELPLESS HEARTS NO ONE’S RIGHT HERE AND NOBODY’S WRONG LOVE JUST GOES WHERE IT GOES WHEN IT’S GONE THAT’S JUST HOW IT ISN’T ANYMORE SOMETIMES AT NIGHT IN MY DREAMS I CAN SEE ME LOVING YOU AND YOU LOVING ME BUT THAT’S JUST HOW IT ISN’T ANYMORE
3.
I WAS ON MY SECOND PACK OF CIGARETTES WONDERING WHY THE HELL SHE HADN’T COME HOME YET IT TOOK ME LOOKING FOR A LIGHT TO MAKE ME UNDERSTAND I HAD THE ANSWER IN THE PACK OF MOTEL MATCHES IN MY HAND STRIKE IT UP LET IT BURN AND TURN LOVE TO ASHES THAT’S WHAT I LEARNED FROM THE BOOK OF MOTEL MATCHES I TRIED TO TELL HER SOMETHING I THOUGHT SHE’D BELIEVE SHE SAID BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU LEAVE AROUND FOR ME TO READ CUZ IT’S ALL RIGHT THERE IN BLACK AND WHITE SO THERE’S NO DOUBT YOU’VE LET THESE MOTEL MATCHES START A FIRE YOU CAN’T PUT OUT STRIKE IT UP LET IT BURN AND TURN LOVE TO ASHES THAT’S WHAT I LEARNED FROM THE BOOK OF MOTEL MATCHES SHE LEARNED ONE THING WHILE I LEARNED ANOTHER YOU CAN JUDGE A BOOK BY THE MOTEL ON THE COVER STRIKE IT UP LET IT BURN AND TURN LOVE TO ASHES THAT’S WHAT I LEARNED FROM THE BOOK OF MOTEL MATCHES STRIKE IT UP LET IT BURN AND TURN LOVE TO ASHES THAT’S WHAT I LEARNED FROM THE BOOK OF MOTEL MATCHES
4.
"HOW COULD YOU DO IT HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? I HEAR YOU TALKING BUT I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?”
THAT’S WHAT SHE SAID TO ME I HAD NO ANSWER NOTHING LEFT UP MY SLEEVE WHY DID I SURRENDER MY SOUL TO LIES TOO HEAVY TO HOLD? I HAD TO TELL HER THE TRUTH TO UNLOAD THE BURDEN OF PROOF YOU DON’T FORGET IT THE SOUND A HEART CAN MAKE WHEN YOU BETRAY IT I SWEAR I HEARD IT BREAK THE CONSEQUENCES OF EVERY SECRET CONFESSED I NEVER IMAGINED BUT I GOT IT ALL OFF MY CHEST NOW I’M SUPPOSED TO FEEL GOOD HOW IS IT I MISUNDERSTOOD SHE’D BEAR THE WEIGHT OF THE TRUTH? CRUSHED BY THE BURDEN OF PROOF FORCED TO OUR KNEES BARELY BREATHING WE SUFFER THE BURDEN OF PROOF BACKS TO THE WALL WE CAN’T CRAWL OUT FROM UNDER THE BURDEN OF PROOF
5.
THIS IS THE MOMENT WE’VE ALL WAITED FOR I KNEW IT WAS COMING LIKE DEATH TO OUR DOOR WE’VE BEEN STOCKING THE SHELTER WITH WATER AND FOOD A FEW BLANKETS AND CANDLES WON’T DO ANY GOOD WITH OUR HEARTS FROZEN OUT IN THE COLD BUT CONFESSION IS GOOD FOR THE SOUL I FOUND THE COURAGE TO TELL LITTLE TRUTHS I LAID OUT MY DAGGERS SAID “GO AHEAD, CHOOSE ONE - I’LL TRY NOT TO HURT YOU” LIKE I’VE ALWAYS DONE BUT IF IT GETS TOO PAINFUL WELL HELL I CAN RUN THOUGH MY HEART MAY BE BLACKER THAN COAL CONFESSION IS GOOD FOR THE SOUL PACKING MY BAG NOW MY LOOSE LIPS ARE SEALED TEARS TELL THE HORRIBLE STORY IT FEELS NOTHING LIKE ANY SAD SONG I’VE WRITTEN OR HEARD BUT IF I COULD DESCRIBE IT I’D SAY NUMBS THE WORD AND I HATE WHAT I’VE DONE BUT I’M TOLD CONFESSION IS GOOD FOR THE SOUL I’M LEAVING NOW THAT I KNOW CONFESSION IS GOOD FOR THE SOUL
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GOODBYE HELLO HELL I DON’T KMOW DON’T ASK ME ANYTHING SEARCHING MY SOUL I FOUND A HOLE YOU MIGHT SAY THAT EXPLAINS EVERYTHING I HAVE NO CLUE THE ANSWERS TO LIFE’S MYSTERIES ARE OUT OF MY REACH I’M FLOATING AWAY ON A DARK GRAY CLOUD I’M FLYING RIGHT INTO A MOUNTAIN NOW I’M CRASHING SO I’LL LET YOU KNOW JUST AS SOON AS I’VE GOT IT ALL FIGURED OUT SAY WE ALL MAKE A FEW MISTAKES SOUNDS LIKE GOOD THERAPY I NEED A FRIEND DON’T SAY AGAIN I’M WRONG YOU KNOW WHAT THAT DOES TO ME YOU SAID DON’T TELL I DID OH WELL IT’S OVER NOW IT’S ALL UP IN THE AIR I’M FLOATING AWAY ON A DARK GRAY CLOUD I’M FLYING RIGHT INTO A MOUNTAIN NOW I’M CRASHING SO I’LL LET YOU KNOW JUST AS SOON AS I’VE GOT IT ALL FIGURED OUT A SMOKE AND A DRINK MIGHT HELP ME TO THINK MIGHT HELP ME TO SINK A LITTLE DEEPER I MEAN DIG A LITTLE DEEPER I’M GOING DOWN I’M GOING DOWN I’M GOING DOWN
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EVERYBODY’S LAUGHING, EVERYBODY’S TALKIN REAL LOUD IT’S A HAVE FUN OR DIE, SUIT AND TIE NEW YORK CROWD I GUESS I’LL HAVE ANOTHER BEER BUT I DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M DOING HERE EVERYBODY’S LAUGHING, EVERYBODY’S TALKIN REAL LOUD I DON’T KNOW THESE FACES, I DON’T KNOW THIS PLACE THAT I’M IN DON’T KNOW WHERE I’M GOING, I HARDLY KNOW WHERE I’VE BEEN IT’S HOT AS HOUSTON, DARK AS NIGHT, NOTHIN BOUT THIS PLACE FEELS RIGHT I DON’T KNOW THESE FACES, I DON’T KNOW THIS PLACE THAT I’M IN IT’S A LONELY NIGHT IN A LONELY TOWN I LIED TO YOU - I LET YOU DOWN AND YOU SAID GOODBYE AND NOW I CAN’T COME HOME BUT I GOT MY FREEDOM I GOT MY PRIDE I GOT FIFTY BUCKS WRAPPED IN OLD COWHIDE I BOUGHT THIS TICKET I HAVE TO TAKE THIS RIDE I HOPE I’M SATISFIED THE SIGN SAID CHEAP LODGING, ASK FOR THE SPECIAL RATE IT’S TEN BUCKS AN HOUR, I GUESS FOLKS DON’T SLEEP TOO LATE THE ROOM IS DARK, THE WALLS ARE THIN BUT I MADE TH BED I’M NOT SLEEPING IN IT’S 3:45 HERE IN THE EMPIRE STATE IT’S A LONELY NIGHT IN A LONELY TOWN I LIED TO YOU - I LET YOU DOWN AND YOU SAID GOODBYE AND NOW I CAN’T COME HOME BUT I GOT MY FREEDOM I GOT MY PRIDE I GOT FIFTY BUCKS WRAPPED IN OLD COWHIDE I BOUGHT THIS TICKET I HAVE TO TAKE THIS RIDE I HOPE I’M SATISFIED
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WHEN I GET OUT OF PRISON I’LL FALL DOWN ON MY KNEES KISS THE GROUND AND THANK THE LORD I STILL KNOW HOW TO BREATHE WHEN I GET OUT OF PRISON I’LL WALK OUT IN THE RAIN AND LET THE WATER HEAL THE WOUNDS LEFT BY THAT BALL AND CHAIN I SHARE THIS CELL WITH NO ONE BUT HER HAUNTING MEMORY SHE LOCKED ME UP INSIDE MYSELF AND THREW AWAY THE KEY THERE AIN’T NO BARS OF STEEL HERE AND THESE WALLS AIN’T MADE OF STONE BUT I HAVEN’T BEEN A FREE MAN SINCE SHE LEFT ME ALL ALONE SHE LEFT ME ALL ALONE WHEN I GET OUT OF PRISON I’LL HEAR THE WARDEN SAY “BELIEVE ME SON, YOU BEAT THE ODDS CUZ MOST MEN DON’T WALK AWAY YOU BETTER CATCH THE FIRST TRAIN THAT COMES ON DOWN THE TRACK THERE’LL BE HELL TO PAY IF I EVER CATCH YOU LOOKING BACK” I SHARE THIS CELL WITH NO ONE BUT HER HAUNTING MEMORY SHE LOCKED ME UP INSIDE MYSELF AND THREW AWAY THE KEY THERE AIN’T NO BARS OF STEEL HERE AND THESE WALLS AIN’T MADE OF STONE BUT I HAVEN’T BEEN A FREE MAN SINCE SHE LEFT ME ALL ALONE SHE LEFT ME ALL ALONE WHEN I GET OUT I’LL STAY AWAKE ’TIL SUNRISE AND THEN START LEARNING HOW TO LIVE MY LIFE AGAIN I SHARE THIS CELL WITH NO ONE BUT HER HAUNTING MEMORY SHE LOCKED ME UP INSIDE MYSELF AND THREW AWAY THE KEY THERE AIN’T NO BARS OF STEEL HERE AND THESE WALLS AIN’T MADE OF STONE BUT I HAVEN’T BEEN A FREE MAN SINCE SHE LEFT ME ALL ALONE SHE LEFT ME ALL ALONE
9.
LITTLE TOWNS AND NEON SIGNS FAR AWAY INSIDE MY MIND THERE IS ONY ONE THING I CAN HOLD ONTO I SEE PICTURES IN MY HEAD REPLAYIN’ EVERY WORD YOU SAID EVERY MEMORY’S LIKE A THREAD RUNNIN’ THROUGH EVERY THING I DO LEADS ME STRAIGHT TO YOU THIS TRAIN OF THOUGHT KEEPS COMING BACK IT MUST BE ON A ONE WAY TRACK IT NEVER STOPS JUST PICKS UP STEAM AND I CAN’T GET OFF THIS TRAIN OF THOUGHT I TRIED EVERYTHING I SWEAR TELEVISION, SOLITAIRE BUT ALL I DO IS SIT AND STARE, DUSK TIL DAWN DON’T KNOW WHERE THIS HEART IS BOUND THE WHEELS KEEP TURNIN’ ROUND ‘M ROUND I DON’T SEE ‘EM SLOWIN’ DOWN NOT AS LONG AS I HEAR THIS SONG PLAYIN’ ON AND ON THIS TRAIN OF THOUGHT KEEPS COMING BACK IT MUST BE ON A ONE WAY TRACK IT NEVER STOPS JUST PICKS UP STEAM AND I CAN’T GET OFF THIS TRAIN OF THOUGHT
10.
I THOUGHT I KNEW WHERE I LIVED BUT I JUST UNLOCKED AN UNFAMILIAR DOOR I THOUGHT I KNEW WHO I LOVED BUT I’M NOT THE FOOL I WAS BEFORE I OPENED MY EYES AND SAW THROUGH THE LIES I TOLD MYSELF SO I COULD JUSTIFY HURTING SOMEONE WHEN EVERYTHING I KNEW WAS WRONG I THOUGHT I KNEW WHO I WAS BUT NOW I JUST PRAY SOMEDAY I’LL KNOW I THOUGHT I KNEW WHAT TO SAY BUT I’M LOST FOR THE WORDS THAT WILL EVER SHOW HER HOW SORRY I AM SO SHE’LL UNDERSTAND O’M GONNA DO WHATEVER I CAN CUZ FOR SO LONG EVERYTHING I KNEW WAS WRONG ALL I LEARNED FROM MY MISTAKES IS HOW TO START OVER AGAIN I THOUGHT I KNEW HOW I FELT BUT NOW I KNOW I WAS JUST TRYING TO FEEL YEAH I THOUGHT I KNEW, WITHOUT DOUBT BUT I’M JUST NOW FINDING OUT WHAT’S REAL CUZ LO AND BEHOLD, NOBODY TOLD ME I HAD TO GROW UP
NOT JUST GROW OLD I THOUGHT I WAS STRONG BUT EVERYTHING I KNEW WAS WRONG
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Bed Of Nails 04:50
NOW THAT I HAVE FINALLY FOUND MY WAY BACK TO A PLACE I RECOGNIZE I CAN SEE THE RUINS OF OUR TORTURED LOVE LEFT SHATTERED IN YOUR EYES AND I CAN’T BEGIN TO TELL YOU THAT I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL THE SCARS LEFT BY THE HEARTBREAK WILL TAKE MUCH MORE THAN TIME TO HEAL BUT I WON’T STOP LOVING YOU EVEN IF ALL ELSE FAILS THAT’S THE ROAD I’LL WALK TO THE END ID RATHER SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE ON A BED OF NAILS THAN TO EVER HURT YOU AGAIN I WOULDN’T BE SURPRISED IF I HEARD YOU SAY MY WORDS DON’T DESERVE YOU TRUST I CAN’T ARGUE WITH YOU THERE WHAT’S FAIR IS FAIR I RUINED THAT FOR US I DON’T KNOW HOW TO UNDO WHAT I’VE SAID AND DONE I’LL HAVE TO LIVE MY WHOLE LIFE WITH GHOSTS I CAN’T OUTRUN BUT I WON’T STOP LOVING YOU EVEN IF ALL ELSE FAILS THAT’S THE ROAD I’LL WALK TO THE END ID RATHER SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE ON A BED OF NAILS THAN TO EVER HURT YOU AGAIN
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I WAS BORN LEASS THAN PERFECT I GUESS THAT’S ALL PART OF THE PLAN TO BAD IT HAD TO TAKE ME THIS LONG TO UNDERSTAND WHY AM I TRYIN’ TO MOVE MOUNTAINS? WHAT MAKES ME THINK I’M THAT STRONG? WHE IT TAKES ALL THE STRENGTH I’VE GOT JUST TO HOLD ON WE LOOK IN THE EYES OF THE ONES WHO LOVE US AND TRY TO BE WHAT THEY SEE BIGGER TRHAN LIFE OH WE’RE SUCH FOOLS TO THINK THAT’S WHAT WE NEED TO BE WE MAKE MISTAKES WE LOSE OUR WAY BUT WE FIND OURSELVES AGAIN WITH EACH MISTAKE WE MAKE WE’RE BOUND TO FALL THAT’S WHAT IT TAKES WE LIVE AND LEARN WE MAKE MISTAKES I NEED TO LEARN THAT FORGIVENESS HAS TO BEGIN WITH MYSELF BEFORE I CAN TRULY KNOW HOW TO LOVE SOMEONE ELSE IN THE END LOVE IS ALL WE’RE AFTER AND LOVE IS ALL WE HAVE TO GIVE AND WE’LL NEVER BE PERFECT NO MATTER HOW LONG WE LIVE WE LOOK IN THE EYES OF THE ONES WHO LOVE US AND TRY TO BE WHAT THEY SEE BIGGER TRHAN LIFE OH WE’RE SUCH FOOLS TO THINK THAT’S WHAT WE NEED TO BE WE MAKE MISTAKES WE LOSE OUR WAY BUT WE FIND OURSELVES AGAIN WITH EACH MISTAKE WE MAKE WE’RE BOUND TO FALL THAT’S WHAT IT TAKES WE LIVE AND LEARN WE MAKE MISTAKES

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""Mistakes" is a concept album that features such guest stars as Ricky Skaggs, Alison Krauss and Mavericks lead singer Raul Malo. An ambitious blend of pop, rock and country, it breaks nearly every Nashville music business rule." - THE WASHINGTON POST

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released September 6, 1997

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Robert Ellis Orrall Boston, Massachusetts

REO started his music career in the 80's rock clubs of Boston. He's had over 300 songs cut, 5 #1 songs, and has produced albums for WB, Sony, RCA etc, incl Taylor Swift’s 10X Platinum debut LP and “Beautiful Eyes”.
His albums include "Fixation", "Contain Yourself", "Special Pain", “Mistakes”, “Gravity”, and 2021’s “467 Surf and Gun Club”, as well as his 3 off-kilter pop albums with Monkey Bowl.
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